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Sun, 12 May 2013 21:48:43 -0700

queenlaqueefuh: W0rd

Fri, 10 May 2013 15:25:37 -0700

queenlaqueefuh:

W0rd

Women Studies 50B

Tue, 07 May 2013 05:17:20 -0700

Never. Not once in my 15 years of being in school. NEVER. Have I ever simply given up on a class. I have pulled countless all nighters to pull through even if all I could get was a C at best. I have admittedly resorted to mild forms of cheating to try to get through some of the most brutal classes and tests. I have stayed up for 3 days straight just to cram in the most amount of studying I possibly could before a test. But never, have I ever, simply given up.

I’ve lost so much faith in myself for this class. I’ve never seen myself completely lose hope in my abilities. I’ve never come to this point where I have to tell myself to settle for an F because I know I won’t be able to do it. I feel like I’ve been thrown down this deep cavernous hole and I have no way of getting out. I feel like the walls are slowly caving in on me. I just feel so stuck.

I feel like I’ve lost my ability to persevere and work hard. I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m no longer proud of myself for all I can push through. I’m disappointed with what has become of my academic career.

I’m lost.

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Tue, 07 May 2013 04:17:21 -0700

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Tue, 07 May 2013 03:31:55 -0700

“Self Control” is an app for the Mac that will block...

Sun, 05 May 2013 00:40:16 -0700

“Self Control” is an app for the Mac that will block internet websites that you frequently visit for a specific amount of time that you choose.

You cannot quit the program to make your websites accessible again.
You cannot restart your computer to make them accessible again.
I don’t know if you can uninstall it to make it stop, but I’m not going to try…

It’s time to get my shit in order.

No Facebook, Tumblr, Youtube, Pinterest or Wanelo until 12:40AM tomorrow.

Begin.

You don't cry because you don't have time to deal with life's bullshit. You're a real nigga from long beach, that's what. Sincerely, a friend from high school.

Sat, 04 May 2013 18:24:41 -0700

LOL - Thank you anon. This actually made my day. #LBreppin

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Sat, 04 May 2013 05:48:15 -0700

have you ever tried any mac foundations? if so whats your review on them? x

Sat, 04 May 2013 04:22:00 -0700

I’ve only tried their Studio Fix Powder Plus Foundation. With that being said, it’s the only one I’ve tried because I’ve fallen in love with it !

Things I Like:
- Long lasting ( WIll usually last through a full day without need for a lot of touch up… Maybe just a pat here or there, but usually unnecessary )
- Comes in a lot of shades so the shade you buy will be VERY close to your natural skin tone
- Matte finish - looks very silky
- Goes over liquid foundation / BB cream well
- Decent oil control - better than some others

Things I Don’t Like:
- It’s not FULL coverage - as in it won’t fully cover all dark spots or acne blemishes

Overall:
I love this product. One compact will usually last me somewhere between 7-9 months depending on various factors. It’s about $27 USD but because one compact can last a while, I think it’s well worth the cost. If you have a lot of blemishes though, it’d be wise to invest in a concealer. Another added benefit of this powder is that it blends well. I’ve included a link to the powder I’m talking about directly below !

http://www.maccosmetics.com/product/shaded/158/251/Studio-Fix-Powder-Plus-Foundation/index.tmpl

Hope this helped !

So like, I heard you hardly ever cry. Like, seriously, unless you're pretty injured, you don't cry at things. Chick flicks, sad stories, sad events, etc. I thought that was so interesting because looking at you and everything, you don't seem like the type to be a heartless bitch. But, eh, who would've thought, right?

Fri, 03 May 2013 23:48:00 -0700

… Seriously? You think I’m a heartless bitch? Please read whatever you just wrote to me and reconsider what you just called me.

I kind of don’t have time for this considering all the things I need to prepare for before the weekend is over, but y’know what, I’m kind of tired of hate mail.

Yes. It’s completely true. I normally will not cry at or because of things I cross paths with. Chick flicks and sad stories will not usually bring tears to my eyes. But that doesn’t necessarily mean that I’m a heartless bitch.

When I’m sad, I feel an immeasurable amount of strain on my lungs. I feel like someone is wringing their hands around my throat and heart, but from the inside. This feeling persists and persists until I can calm myself down. This feeling also occurs when I’m stressed or frustrated. I feel like I can’t breathe and like a metaphorical foot is stepping down on my wind pipe. The intensity of the pressure of that metaphorical foot continues to increase over time with each stressful thing that comes my way until one day I can no longer take it and I cry. I cry maybe 1-2 times per year.

I wish I could cry. At least the feeling of stress would lessen and go away a little. At least I’d feel a little bit of relief. But instead, I’m stuck sitting there with myself trying to calm myself down so it won’t hurt anymore. You don’t know how lucky a person is if they cry easily because at least they don’t bottle it up until the pressure is literally too much for your body to handle.

I’m not going to attack whoever this is. This could’ve been some honest mistake so whatever, I’m not going to tell this person to “fuck off’ or call them whatever names I can conjure up. But, if my anon is reading this, I’d like you to know that before you do this to some other person, please consider the fact that it only takes a few mean words to send a person who’s been having a bad day, over the edge. Please be considerate of other people. Don’t blindly attack people because you won’t know for sure what kind of effect your words can have.

Please be considerate, as I’m sure you’d want others to be of you too.

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Fri, 03 May 2013 03:02:05 -0700

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Fri, 03 May 2013 02:54:00 -0700

nice-wig-janis: ponderin-g: juxtapologist: Look at them being...

Fri, 03 May 2013 02:50:22 -0700

nice-wig-janis:

ponderin-g:

juxtapologist:

Look at them being immensely rad.

My main gang

rip

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Fri, 03 May 2013 02:49:20 -0700

Hallmate comes in asking if I want to drink tonight. In my head: FUCK YES LET’S GO, FUCK...

Fri, 03 May 2013 00:26:58 -0700

Hallmate comes in asking if I want to drink tonight.

In my head: FUCK YES LET’S GO, FUCK WOMEN STUDIES READING.

What I said: No, I have midterms, thanks doh…

Fuck these midterms. Any other night, Hell Yes I’d be down to just hang out, drink, whatevers… But my schedule is so stressful right now

Tuesday: Women Studies Midterm
Wednesday: Econ Midterm » Math Quiz » Social Sci Quiz
Thursday: Another Social Sci Quiz
Friday: Math Midterm

Like, what the fuck -_-

Only good part of all this… After all that bullshit is over, it’s my birthday <3 So I can just party my heart out to celebrate the end of midterms and the beginning of 19.

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Thu, 02 May 2013 22:14:33 -0700

50shadesofpop-punk: suddenly-pandas: van-i-tas: fawksman: sta...

Thu, 02 May 2013 21:26:58 -0700

50shadesofpop-punk:

suddenly-pandas:

van-i-tas:

fawksman:

starksmash:

OMG REBLOG THIS & LOOK AT UR BLOG ITS COMPLETELY DIFERENT

Me

I was expecting porn to show up on my blog but it’s not thank god

IM CRYING

HOW???/.